Dilema seorang dewasa !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arrrrrrrrr.................

aq dalam dilema ,,,,,,

 aq nk seorang doktor pedatrik  

but sekarang mengambil kos untuk menjadi seorang programmer .....

now ... 

my parent want me to be police woman .... 

i am a lucky girl .....

i am a lucky girl .....

i don't know how to express my feeling .....

should i cry , 

should i smile , 

should i laugh , 

all this make me crazy ,,,

crazy about you ...

how dare you make like that...

but ,,,, 

i was thankful to god because ...

he give you to me .....

you are everything for me ...

you are my love ,,,,

you are my star...

you are my destiny ,,,,,

you are all in my life ..... 

thank you because you teach me
= that love is important than anything ,,,
= that if you love someone you should take action to get her/ his ..
= that if i has matchmaking with you,you will stay with i even many challenges come in the future

CN BLUE = LOVE LIGHT =

CN BLUE = LOVE LIGHT =

when i look at you my face gets red

when i see you my heart goes thump thump

i talk with shyness like a kid

when i look at you i just smile out of nowhere

like a fool I keep doing that

I think love came to me

You’re the president of my heart

You’re my chests’ star embroider

I’m Genie for you girl

You make me stop breathing

whatever you want

because i love you

There’s no reason for my love you know

you’re a darling

you’re more beautiful than the stars above in the night sky

the shining thing deep inside my heart

my own love light

i love you darling

give me light next to me whenever

every night i look at you

and you’re beautiful even when i look at you

you’re my love light

when i see you i feel like im up on the clouds

it may be immature but i keep doing this

i think love came to me

you’re a darling

you’re more beautiful than the stars above in the night sky

the shining thing deep inside my heart

my very own love light

i love you darling

give me light next to me whenever

every night i look at you

and you’re beautiful even when i look at you

you’re my love light

you’re lovely

you’re mroe blinding than the sunlight up in that sky

you shine the dark places inside my heart

my own love light

i love you lovely

even if i close my eyes i see you

looking at you like this

you’re still blinding even when i see you

you’re my love light

p/s : hahahaha ...... 

i feel so happy every time i heard this song ...

but I LOVE YOU FOREVER , , , , , , ,

I know I shouldn’t cry already but why do I keep crying?
My heart toward you acts however it wants
So it keeps sending me to you
It hurts so much that I’m the only one who feels like this

That you aren’t looking at me
Though you are probably uncomfortable with me
I still love you, I love you
Though I don’t know anything else, I know I want you

The more I try to approach you, the more I try to get closer,
You try to run away and that makes me lonely
My tears are not stopping
You can’t, can’t, can’t get farther away

Don’t run away, don’t turn away from me, please
Because our happy and good times keep passing me by,
Because I feel like I will regret this till I die,
I have something to tell you right now

I still love you, I love you
Though I don’t know anything else, I know I want you
The more I try to approach you, the more I try to get closer,
You try to run away and that makes me lonely

Whenever you want to come back, you can come back to me
Because I love you
I’m okay even if you don’t love me
If I can just see you, I’m fine with anything
The more I love you, the deeper this gets,

You get farther away and that scares me
My tears are not stopping
You can’t, can’t, can’t get farther away
Don’t run away, don’t turn away from me, please

it too late for me to realize how much and big your love that you give me before.....

if I can turn the time ....

I want to go back in time and when you loved me

When you make me smile when I was sad ...

when you sing me love songs that you create ...

when you make the ugliest facial expression to make me smile

when you express your love to me

when you're sending your love through bits of origami , , , ,

but it's all ruined ...

I destroyed them ....

I do not understand  my heart ..

I choose my ego , , , ,

NOW....

 no more you make me smile when I was sad ...

 no longer YOU sing me love songs that you create ...

no longer YOU make the ugliest facial expression to me you're smiling

 no longer YOU express your love to me

 no longer YOU sending you love through bits of origami , , , ,

all you did for me , I will keep it as a beautiful dream in myself

the beautiful moment that I will remember forever ..

YOUR smiles, YOUR laughter , YOUR sadness ,YOUR  love for me

will I keep in my heart ...

because I will always love you in silence, , , , ,

I know it  too late for me to express ...

but I LOVE YOU FOREVER , , , , , , ,

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hari  last kelas ECO 120 ...

WITH MISS FARIZA

 BAKAL PROGRAMMER ....

HI TEA FSKM .....

 BAKAL PROGRAMMER ....

HI TEA FSKM .....

 LAST DAY SEMESTER 2 .....

DGN IZZATI 

IZZATI , FARAH , NAZ N AQ 

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